Song of the night.

I love this performance, it’s so sweet.

I hope you all had a merry Christmas!

#song of the night #music #rod stewart #let it snow! let it snow! let it snow! #honestly it's 70 degrees over here we could use a blizzard right about now #youtube #video #i love this so much #rod steward has one of my favorite musical voices #i'm very fond of that sort of soft-scratchy tone #the sheer simple happiness in this performance makes me smile so much #i want to be this man

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DEC 7TH



sleep-san:

the galaxy in your eyes @ therealgonzoldyck


#this looks JUST LIKE ME #personal aesthetic #eyes #art

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NOV 27?


lavncelot1:

dictionary poem iv by mica k

#poetry #this is so relevant it hurts #me and infi #i adore this #innerlife

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NOV 17TH?



#gif #i love this so much #this is really pulling at my heart #it feels like waking up inside a dream #or coming back into fronting from a headspace meditation #personal aesthetic

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NOV 17?

❝the divine is full of monsters;

incandescent giants who lick their gold teeth,
whose mouths are full of crumbling cities, who breathe
death and fire and revelation and madness while
diamonds crack like splinters of bone between their gums

their whims are carved in stone, sand, pillars of salt
their feathers sticky with luminescent blood, their fingers
thunderous with creation, lightning in their eyes
that crackles and hisses from every direction of the sky

the divine is not static and humane; the divine does not play nice.

they will eat everything you are.

they will leave you reformed in a roar of light, peel away layers of you like birth
and with a saint’s conviction you will know that nothing feels more like luxury,
better to be blinded by brilliance than close your eyes to awe-

for your lips are always being kissed.

your mouth is champagne roses. you will eat lotuses. your lungs are perfumed and
your bones will blossom into stars. your blood is wine and you are clothed in light;

your skin threshed wheatlike until the gold of you shines.❞

 

- natasza stark, “anchorite” (via anexpansionlikegold)


#quote #FAVORITE #poetry #this is my favorite poem of all time #hence my blog title #now you know #innerlife #i adore this

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NOV 17?

revolutionariess:

characters that go through hell yet still believe in the goodness of humanity, still hope for the best despite everything, refuse to let darkness consume them because someone somewhere is always going to be good are literally my favourite, because they give me that little hope too

#i want this to define the very essence of my soul #words to live by #innerlife #gpoy

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OCT 27?


Song of the night.

#song of the night #music #it never entered my mind #george shearing #instrumental #i love this song #it's such a lovely delicate shining thing #it sounds like sunlight coming in through the windows when you wake up #like heartache and hope painted gold together #this sounds like our deepest purest heart way before all the hacker trauma #never forget that feeling #spectrum songs

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OCT 27?



jwll:

I can’t do well when I think you’re going to leave me
But I know I try.
Are you going to leave me now?
Can’t you be believing now?

This video means a lot to me, and this moment in particular (2:16) feels like me in a very real way.

#me #Empire Of The Sun #also that location has been a very beloved part of headspace for about 4 years now #music #video #youtube

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OCT 24


mindingsherlockbiz:

yay a comic... some of this got really messy :\ but in a way I kind of like it. 

#laurie this is us #really lovely actually #fanart #i'm not in this fandom but i've seen enough of it to be fond of it nevertheless

 


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OCT 24



voryn-dagoth:

whats better than this: gods being divines


#i'm not in this fandom either but #this is glorious #i think about this CONSTANTLY #gpoy #humor #fanart #me and infi

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OCT 24

❝ My brother once showed me a piece of quartz that contained, he said, some trapped water older than all the seas in our world. He held it up to my ear. ‘Listen,’ he said, ‘life and no escape.’ ❞

- Anne Carson, Plainwater

#i will never not love this #favorite #chaos this is for you darling

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OCT 23


starlightholly: A silver crystal replica made from Swarovski Crystal. I bought this online, it lights up with an LED stand beneath it, and looks oh so magical! It’s a must have for any Sailor Moon collector.

#ME #OH MY LORD #talk about personal relevance all over the place #sailor moon did have quite the impact on us you know #lotus #crystals #iridescent #personal aesthetic #i love this #I NEED THIS #I want to eat this #what a fun series of tags oh boy #favorite #innerlife

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OCTOBER 23RD

"When Van Gogh was a young man in his early twenties, he was in London studying to be a clergyman. He had no thought of being an artist at all. he sat in his cheap little room writing a letter to his younger brother in Holland, whom he loved very much. He looked out his window at a watery twilight, a thin lamppost, a star, and he said in his letter something like this: “it is so beautiful I must show you how it looks.” And then on his cheap ruled note paper, he made the most beautiful, tender, little drawing of it.

When I read this letter of Van Gogh’s it comforted me very much and seemed to throw a clear light on the whole road of Art. Before, I thought that to produce a work of painting or literature, you scowled and thought long and ponderously and weighed everything solemnly and learned everything that all artists had ever done aforetime, and what their influences and schools were, and you were extremely careful about *design* and *balance* and getting *interesting planes* into your painting, and avoided, with the most astringent severity, showing the faintest *academical* tendency, and were strictly modern. And so on and so on.

But the moment I read Van Gogh’s letter I knew what art was, and the creative impulse. It is a feeling of love and enthusiasm for something, and in a direct, simple, passionate and true way, you try to show this beauty in things to others, by drawing it.

And Van Gogh’s little drawing on the cheap note paper was a work of art because he loved the sky and the frail lamppost against it so seriously that he made the drawing with the most exquisite conscientiousness and care."

- Brenda Ueland, If You Want to Write: A Book about Art, Independence and Spirit


#this is one of my all-time favorite posts and i want it on my blog #i adore this #favorite #text post #van gogh #art #every time i read this i tear up a little #the utterly fragile sincerity of it is like #a single glass flower balanced gently on the edge of my heart #or something along those lines #it is so beautiful i must show you how it looks #that is why i am an artist #nothing more nothing less #god bless #remember this

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OCT 23RD


shuuzaar:

Goretober #10: Blood Bath

a bit messy but im tired of working on it so have it

my mesmer going through a tough time of his life hah

  #oh i love this #gpoy #blood #butterflies #resonant imagery #innerlife #this is one of those pictures that feels almost EXACTLY like me

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OCT 22

scaryfangsremade:

well i used to be attracted to people but now im exclusively attracted to abstract art and the concept of death

#gpoy #well it's relevant enough #my real sense of 'attraction' is very much impersonal #detached from any separate senses of self #only ever directed at sounds and shapes and concepts and colors #it's been tricky to come to terms with in the face of outside programming #because frankly it IS weird and delicately so and that takes time to fully embrace and understand #and i do feel guilty about it a lot #i'm rambling a lot tonight i apologize #this is all thought provoking stuff


ukitakee:

teacher: write about who you are and your identity!

me: my what


#gpoy #this is why we can never pass our speech class #'first speech- write about yourself!' #excuse me but #WHICH 'myself' are we referring to #kinda hard to write a self-intro as a collective #or at least not when we're being socially and educationally expected to NOT be a collective #in any case this is both amusing and upsetting


person: why are you dressed so nice today?
me: i am distressed by the fact my mind and soul inhabit a physical body. i accessorize, clothe and ornament this fleshy encasement in an attempt to cope with my visceral despair in reaction to inescapable confinement in a corporal form